She is my mom, 45 years old. She and dad are divorced since a couple of years now and I still live with her. I am 20 and will go to college soon, but till then I help her out with the house and the bills. I also keep her company. Everything seems fine, until one evening when feeling lonely I start to go into the internet and watch Porn in my room. I came around a thumbnail of a woman I know very well, my mother. I closed the laptop very fast not believing my eyes. A feeling of shame, betrayal and pain fills me. How do I handle this situation?
Alice
She is my mom, 45 years old. She and dad are divorced since a couple of years now and I still live with her. I am 20 and will go to college soon, but till then I help her out with the house and the bills. I also keep her company. Everything seems fine, until one evening when feeling lonely I start to go into the internet and watch Porn in my room. I came around a thumbnail of a woman I know very well, my mother. I closed the laptop very fast not believing my eyes. A feeling of shame, betrayal and pain fills me. How do I handle this situation?
I get up in the morning, take a shower and go down into the kitchen, where my mom is making breakfast for us both. Seeing her after what I have seen on my laptop yesterday evening brings up a mix of emotions, but I try to hide it. I need to find out the truth, But I am too ashamed to ask her outright, I need to make my own research. I should act as everything is normal for now.